cwphoto:

I filmed myself making this today.  I am considering making it into a video.  What do you think?

Wren - Headlights

Look into my eyes
What do you see
I don’t see a fucking thing

Every single time
I get to feel alive
I die a little, too, on the inside

a premadonna masturbating to fashion magazines
is it clean?  you tell me
none the less, it’s happening

it’s obscene
make believe
make me seem
happy, please

debt to my tongue, i’m a debt to me
i’m a debt to the world that is stopping me
from going

i’m not showing the world a motherfucking thing
i’m not impressed by fairy tales or wedding rings
remember me? i’m a means to comfort
so motherfucking comforting

the worst part, i’m gonna miss
the growing up, the happiness
and it’s
a fist

clenched in my palm and i wanna throw it
deep through a mirror till it’s not showin’
these same, sad eyes
take it to the throat

dying soon

What is it i’m coming to
What is it i’m gonna do
take all the shots to my head like they grazed me
take all the love turned to hate, let it phase me
bathe me in your wisdom, please
even though we felt the breeze
pass us like the helicopters
rushing bodies quick to the shore

anymore, i’m floored by the sore sight of more
tore up, and painted pretty

all the time, that i, grew up quick to die
it’s my face and it’s not so pretty

all this running, i can’t run anymore
i can’t have fun anymore
on the floor, with the door locked tight

all this running, I can’t run anymore
i can’t have fun anymore
because it just don’t feel right

years down the road and i’m still chasing nothing
it’s something magical
something terrible

and oh, so pretty

years down the road i’m regretting
all the light that i’d been shedding
come to the cost that came with breeding
and it’s just now that i’m seeing

her

This is fucking amazing man, do it!